21 Apr 2020
Subject line: Re: Tomorrow
Ok, thanks. How’s 4 your time?
Or earlier? It’s up to you I have nothing going on it teeth puller day
This seems like a conversation that should happen over text but I’m respecting your wishes
Sorry. I thought the picture of Redacted was cute. Sorry for being unnecessary.
That really upset me. I was only being cute and nice.
At the risk of ruining everything I’m just going to say. Don’t call me unnecessary. That really fucking hurt. I was being nice. I was being cute. I was really trying to follow your rules and the boundaries you set. Im sorry if I emailed too much. I got carried away and I apologize. If you think talking to me is so unnecessary then there’s no point in us speaking tomorrow. I was really looking forward to it and I tried my absolute best to respect your wishes. I’m sorry for every time I called. I’m sorry I had a miscarriage and you had to be involved in my life once again. I’m sorry I tried to be friends with you, all under your rules might I add. But do not call my efforts unnecessary. I’ve been suffering mostly in silence for almost two months. I’ve been missing my best friend for almost two months. I will not have you undermine my pain and everything I’ve been through by calling it my efforts to respect your rules unnecessary. This is how you made me feel our entire Relationship. I’m not unnecessary. My expressions are not unnecessary. I was just trying to be nice and you made me feel like an asshole.
I will call you tomorrow but I will not accept that anymore.